人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后再后悔着
你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了
你知道真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Love With No Regret...
Hiding within my vision, always lingering beside, can guess love is not present
After happily playing & laughing, and be able to totally retreat;
as long as you are happy it’s enough.
This kind of feeling is too loving & warm; to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.
What if you were to hear it and afterwards leave
This kind of love is too rare, doesn’t need to completely possess
Giving approval, give (my) blessing wholeheartedly, then let go.
Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
Let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend
It’s already, already enough.
From a distance, in the background of “universal silence”, just observing is enough.
This kind of feeling is too loving & warm; to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.
Even though there was an instant, on impulse where I wanted to hold your hand
This kind of love is too rare, doesn’t need to completely possess
Even with heaviness of heart, (it’s best) to let go.
Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
Let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend
It’s already, already enough.
Let go, my memories (of you) cannot find an endingLet go !
Wish you will have happiness & everything.
Maybe, love is very deep, but I have already seen it through
Can only possess when (you) let go.
After happily playing & laughing, and be able to totally retreat;
as long as you are happy it’s enough.
This kind of feeling is too loving & warm; to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.
What if you were to hear it and afterwards leave
This kind of love is too rare, doesn’t need to completely possess
Giving approval, give (my) blessing wholeheartedly, then let go.
Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
Let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend
It’s already, already enough.
From a distance, in the background of “universal silence”, just observing is enough.
This kind of feeling is too loving & warm; to speak a thousand phrases would be insufficient.
Even though there was an instant, on impulse where I wanted to hold your hand
This kind of love is too rare, doesn’t need to completely possess
Even with heaviness of heart, (it’s best) to let go.
Let go, let go of everything, both will have greater freedom
Let go; in fact it’s not because I do not love enough
Let go, let go of everything without reserve, will still have a good friend
It’s already, already enough.
Let go, my memories (of you) cannot find an endingLet go !
Wish you will have happiness & everything.
Maybe, love is very deep, but I have already seen it through
Can only possess when (you) let go.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
as usualzzz...
haiz....another working day has started after rotting for bout 5 days back at hometown...had lots of fun meeting brothers, as usual DOTA n yum cha...2wards the last day b4 came up 2 kl, we went 4 clubbing at pure n at the same time celebrating lawrence birthday...had fun clubbing n watching lawrence drunk to the max...
went back home on monday nite after work...reach mlc bout 1030pm n immediately changed 2 sports attire, preparing for futsal...haha...last minute panggil from simon...nvr thought tht i'm still the best player among all after a long time didnt touch the little ball...or perhaps they're old n tired easily?haha...who cares...had goaling spree tht nite...
tht monday nite, i brought back the family photos specially taken at the photoshop few days after my convo...at 1st it was ok...but still there is something missing in the photo...some1 who r supposed to b there sitting bside mom...well, just a lil bit sad...but life goes on...i know he's blessing me from the heaven cos i can feel his presence evry now n then...
the rest of the holiday i just went out DOTA n DOTA wit brothers...n played till bout 4am in the morning...1 hr more can eat dim sum dy...haha...witout noticing, it's already sunday...time 4 routine work starts...zzz...working is so boring...have 2 look at BOSS' face, hear him scolding n yelling...but now already used 2 it...lots of my colleagues advised me "just follow the instruction, do not object anything he suggested n u'll work happily for long long time"...haha...
how i wish if time can b reversed even for once so tht i will realise all the mistakes i've done...haiz...nothing can b done now, so i'll just do my part n improve myself better in future...work hard, earn money 2 achieve the basic 5C:
1. CAREER = yup...currently very pek chek working lo...:-(
2. CASH = erm...temporary a bit tight cos moving into new house soon...:-(
3. CREDIT CARD = coming soon :-)
4. CONDO = moving in soon...but doesnt belongs to me...:-(
5. CAMRY = long long time some more to get it...:-)
tht's the best thing i can do for now...
went back home on monday nite after work...reach mlc bout 1030pm n immediately changed 2 sports attire, preparing for futsal...haha...last minute panggil from simon...nvr thought tht i'm still the best player among all after a long time didnt touch the little ball...or perhaps they're old n tired easily?haha...who cares...had goaling spree tht nite...
tht monday nite, i brought back the family photos specially taken at the photoshop few days after my convo...at 1st it was ok...but still there is something missing in the photo...some1 who r supposed to b there sitting bside mom...well, just a lil bit sad...but life goes on...i know he's blessing me from the heaven cos i can feel his presence evry now n then...
the rest of the holiday i just went out DOTA n DOTA wit brothers...n played till bout 4am in the morning...1 hr more can eat dim sum dy...haha...witout noticing, it's already sunday...time 4 routine work starts...zzz...working is so boring...have 2 look at BOSS' face, hear him scolding n yelling...but now already used 2 it...lots of my colleagues advised me "just follow the instruction, do not object anything he suggested n u'll work happily for long long time"...haha...
how i wish if time can b reversed even for once so tht i will realise all the mistakes i've done...haiz...nothing can b done now, so i'll just do my part n improve myself better in future...work hard, earn money 2 achieve the basic 5C:
1. CAREER = yup...currently very pek chek working lo...:-(
2. CASH = erm...temporary a bit tight cos moving into new house soon...:-(
3. CREDIT CARD = coming soon :-)
4. CONDO = moving in soon...but doesnt belongs to me...:-(
5. CAMRY = long long time some more to get it...:-)
tht's the best thing i can do for now...
Monday, September 22, 2008
mistakezzz...
many ppl make mistakes in their daily life...it's ok to make mistakes but do u realised wat mistakes u've done?no point u've done the mistakes but dunno the cause of it...
i've read a book entitled "men are from mars, women are from venus"...it's an old book bought few years ago n just started to read it recently...it teaches me alot on wat women actually want in a relationship...it's very simple...
five primary needs:
1.Care
2.Understand
3.Respect
4.Devotion
5.Reassurance
it's all interrelated in order to fulfill girls primary need...
do u, especially to those girls out there agree wit it?
taking care n concern of her evryday doesnt mean understanding her need...witout understanding, things will nvr go smoothly...
at 1st many guy thinks tht by taking extra care towards their gf, especially their health n daily stress due to assignments, tests, works, etc., then their relationship will b as strong as a diamond...however it's wrong...totally WRONG...it's not just about care n concern...it's understanding her needs...no matter how much care u've given, it's just not enough cos u wouldnt know wat she desired in the relationship...
however, from this problems, u'll know wat is the most important thing 2 maintain a relationship, tht is 2 understand her need...can u imagine her frustration n stress in the relationship when u dun understand her well?wat u will feel if she do the same thing 2 u?..it's really hard 2 digest it rite?
to those couples out there, especially guys, remember money is not an ultimate factor in a relationship...even if u have money, wat can u do wit it?spend the money wit her witout understand wat she really 1 n u expect tht she'll b happy wit it?money cant buy happiness...it's the 5 primary needs i've mentioned above...did u fulfill all of the above in ur relationship?if not mayb u can try it out n hopefully it'll make ur life more n more happy than b4...
i've read a book entitled "men are from mars, women are from venus"...it's an old book bought few years ago n just started to read it recently...it teaches me alot on wat women actually want in a relationship...it's very simple...
five primary needs:
1.Care
2.Understand
3.Respect
4.Devotion
5.Reassurance
it's all interrelated in order to fulfill girls primary need...
do u, especially to those girls out there agree wit it?
taking care n concern of her evryday doesnt mean understanding her need...witout understanding, things will nvr go smoothly...
at 1st many guy thinks tht by taking extra care towards their gf, especially their health n daily stress due to assignments, tests, works, etc., then their relationship will b as strong as a diamond...however it's wrong...totally WRONG...it's not just about care n concern...it's understanding her needs...no matter how much care u've given, it's just not enough cos u wouldnt know wat she desired in the relationship...
however, from this problems, u'll know wat is the most important thing 2 maintain a relationship, tht is 2 understand her need...can u imagine her frustration n stress in the relationship when u dun understand her well?wat u will feel if she do the same thing 2 u?..it's really hard 2 digest it rite?
to those couples out there, especially guys, remember money is not an ultimate factor in a relationship...even if u have money, wat can u do wit it?spend the money wit her witout understand wat she really 1 n u expect tht she'll b happy wit it?money cant buy happiness...it's the 5 primary needs i've mentioned above...did u fulfill all of the above in ur relationship?if not mayb u can try it out n hopefully it'll make ur life more n more happy than b4...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Nippon Paint, Arigatou!!!
yesterday went 4 the interview at Nippon Paint company at shah alam with melvin...wow...it's my 1st formal interview for permanent job (bsides sudong sdn bhd.) n it's so intense...been in there, questions bombarded by 3 interviewers: secretary,plant manager, n HR manager...lots of Questions about case study, how 2 solve this n that problems...n finally when they asked me whether i have any queries or not, i said 'no' cos my mind is kinda like saturated by their questions dy...the interview lasted bout 1 hr, so u can imagine how many Questions i have to answer and "pian ciak" la as usual...haha...thanks to chiet's culture...
before i went into the room, the secretary told me 2 wait for my turn as there are a candidate in there...at tht time i tot, "wow, so many ppl interview, n wit my low cgpa surely have a tiny chance to get tht offer lo"...after a few minutes, the door opened n i saw Kim Ai, my coursemate n 1 of the genius ppl in chemistry came out from tht room...from tht time i felt tht my chances of getting the offer is much more lower dy...cos i have 2 battle wit a genius 4 the job...sienz...but i'm at there dy so might as well just try my best n strike hard wit my "pian ciak" skill lo...
after the agonising 1 hr interview, it's melv's turn...b4 he enter the room, i told him there's only general Questions n nothing about chemistry...can see his face is so damn relieved cos both of us totally forget about chemistry stuff dy...haha...after he finished his interview, i sent him 2 the ktm station cos he has another interview at kajang...
then today go to work as usual...but today's work is fun, cos i learned lots of new things from the company's supplier...he taught me lots n lots of things about Zn plating, which is my supervisor's project(indirectly also is my LI project)...suddenly felt become expert in it dy...tmr will continue carry out more analysis on the project to get better product...just when i get very excited wit it, i received an unknown number call...so i picked it up n guessed wat?it's the secretary from Nippon Paint company called me n told me tht i have been accepted, n asked me when can i go to their office to sign the offer letter...Wow!!! I felt really great cos suddenly all the good things come in a day...haha...1st thing of cos i told 1 of the technician there about this news cos he's wit me in the lab...after tht told my sis, then my mom...haha...so happy till dunno wat to say...tht long agonising interview is really worth for me 2 "pian ciak" all the way...haha...of cos only 10% pian ciak la(dun SS la chiet)...haha...
anyway very happy 2day...a day where i'll remember cos it's my 1st job interview n my 1st offer immediately the next day in my life...
p/s: thanks papa for blessing me from heaven all these while...i will take good care of mama...dun worry...
before i went into the room, the secretary told me 2 wait for my turn as there are a candidate in there...at tht time i tot, "wow, so many ppl interview, n wit my low cgpa surely have a tiny chance to get tht offer lo"...after a few minutes, the door opened n i saw Kim Ai, my coursemate n 1 of the genius ppl in chemistry came out from tht room...from tht time i felt tht my chances of getting the offer is much more lower dy...cos i have 2 battle wit a genius 4 the job...sienz...but i'm at there dy so might as well just try my best n strike hard wit my "pian ciak" skill lo...
after the agonising 1 hr interview, it's melv's turn...b4 he enter the room, i told him there's only general Questions n nothing about chemistry...can see his face is so damn relieved cos both of us totally forget about chemistry stuff dy...haha...after he finished his interview, i sent him 2 the ktm station cos he has another interview at kajang...
then today go to work as usual...but today's work is fun, cos i learned lots of new things from the company's supplier...he taught me lots n lots of things about Zn plating, which is my supervisor's project(indirectly also is my LI project)...suddenly felt become expert in it dy...tmr will continue carry out more analysis on the project to get better product...just when i get very excited wit it, i received an unknown number call...so i picked it up n guessed wat?it's the secretary from Nippon Paint company called me n told me tht i have been accepted, n asked me when can i go to their office to sign the offer letter...Wow!!! I felt really great cos suddenly all the good things come in a day...haha...1st thing of cos i told 1 of the technician there about this news cos he's wit me in the lab...after tht told my sis, then my mom...haha...so happy till dunno wat to say...tht long agonising interview is really worth for me 2 "pian ciak" all the way...haha...of cos only 10% pian ciak la(dun SS la chiet)...haha...
anyway very happy 2day...a day where i'll remember cos it's my 1st job interview n my 1st offer immediately the next day in my life...
p/s: thanks papa for blessing me from heaven all these while...i will take good care of mama...dun worry...
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
boringzzz...
it's 2nd day of my industrial training...at 1st it's kinda boring but slowly more n more works to do...need to learn n do it fast as i'll b more busy when i'm assigned my own project by the supervisor...slowly venturing into world of work...4getting wat is 'education' anymore but 'work'...thing gets more practical as i can see the real results n no lies to the results obtained as it will affect the company's production...so evrything gets really serious unlike when during uni, the results of an experiment can b modified...haha...
however, i still cant concentrate in my work...mainly due to my mom who is having vacation at china till 17th may...when i heard the earthquake struck at sze chuan province, i was so worried...up till now...even though mom didnt went 2 tht place 4 her vacation but it's still in CHINA...haiz...evryday pray hard evryday for her safe journey back...not 2 4get, i've even went 2 work late this morning cos didnt had a great nite sleep...
before the earthquake, i cant concentrate well cos missing my coll frens who went 2 tioman 2gether...had really fun there but 2wards the end of the trip, i felt damn sad...cos we've been playing like crazy ppl n now time 4 us 2 part...so sad tht evrytime i hear some songs sang by them often, i'll think of the great time we had 2gether since the 1st day we know each other in 3rd coll...time really flies...feels wanna meet them n gather 2gether at least 2 see their funny face is sufficient enough 2 cheer me up...haha...sounds so emo...haiz...tht's the feeling of strong frenship tht lasted till 2day...
no internet at home is 1 of the most frustrating things in my life...can u imagine, u go 2 work in the morning...drove bout 30mins 2 work...work from 8am-6pm...dinner outside or at home...bathe n then watch news...evrything but NO INTERNET!!!when i'm at home i always wanna switch on my pc to online but dun have internet access...which makes me so boring by just watching tv...lost touch wit frens tht i knew...hai...wanna do my research for my industrial trainin also damn difficult witout internet...sien sien sien....in short NO LIFE!!!
but then will try 2 get myself a celcom broadband so tht i can have my LIFE back!!!haha...now online at cyber...curse those ppl who smoke especially sitting bside me...so young already smoke n waste money playing online game...was thinking where do the hell they get the money 2 buy expensive stupid cigarette if they're not working...shit!!!make my body smells smoky only...
haiz...so boring boring n boring...the next time i online means i'm online using broadband dy...haha...till then take care evrybodyzzz!!!
however, i still cant concentrate in my work...mainly due to my mom who is having vacation at china till 17th may...when i heard the earthquake struck at sze chuan province, i was so worried...up till now...even though mom didnt went 2 tht place 4 her vacation but it's still in CHINA...haiz...evryday pray hard evryday for her safe journey back...not 2 4get, i've even went 2 work late this morning cos didnt had a great nite sleep...
before the earthquake, i cant concentrate well cos missing my coll frens who went 2 tioman 2gether...had really fun there but 2wards the end of the trip, i felt damn sad...cos we've been playing like crazy ppl n now time 4 us 2 part...so sad tht evrytime i hear some songs sang by them often, i'll think of the great time we had 2gether since the 1st day we know each other in 3rd coll...time really flies...feels wanna meet them n gather 2gether at least 2 see their funny face is sufficient enough 2 cheer me up...haha...sounds so emo...haiz...tht's the feeling of strong frenship tht lasted till 2day...
no internet at home is 1 of the most frustrating things in my life...can u imagine, u go 2 work in the morning...drove bout 30mins 2 work...work from 8am-6pm...dinner outside or at home...bathe n then watch news...evrything but NO INTERNET!!!when i'm at home i always wanna switch on my pc to online but dun have internet access...which makes me so boring by just watching tv...lost touch wit frens tht i knew...hai...wanna do my research for my industrial trainin also damn difficult witout internet...sien sien sien....in short NO LIFE!!!
but then will try 2 get myself a celcom broadband so tht i can have my LIFE back!!!haha...now online at cyber...curse those ppl who smoke especially sitting bside me...so young already smoke n waste money playing online game...was thinking where do the hell they get the money 2 buy expensive stupid cigarette if they're not working...shit!!!make my body smells smoky only...
haiz...so boring boring n boring...the next time i online means i'm online using broadband dy...haha...till then take care evrybodyzzz!!!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
busyzzz...
well...very very busy wit my exam lately...so wont be able to update blog mayb for a few mth as i'll go back to mlc after exam for my industrial trainin...
once i get back to mlc means no internet unless i apply it which is kinda waste of money cos i probably wont b working at mlc...wanna try to find job at kl cos i love the lifestyle here...haha...happening giler...haha...
anyway good luck for those who are taking exam at this period of time n have a wonderful day for those who are free la...haha...will try to update soon once i access to internet...
till then, take care evryone!!!
once i get back to mlc means no internet unless i apply it which is kinda waste of money cos i probably wont b working at mlc...wanna try to find job at kl cos i love the lifestyle here...haha...happening giler...haha...
anyway good luck for those who are taking exam at this period of time n have a wonderful day for those who are free la...haha...will try to update soon once i access to internet...
till then, take care evryone!!!
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